I want to share something with all my beautiful people because I cannot keep this feeling in any longer.
I am in lust with someone and I just do not know what to do about it.
I have met this guy back in August of 2009 and it is a need of physical contact.
At this time I do not want a relationship and do not think a sex relationship can turn into anything more then just a fun and sex ship.
I could be wrong about that and if I am please feel free to let me know.
I know I want to just taste his lips and see how his skin feels next to mines. I want to have a little more then sex with him, I want to hang out and enjoy each other's company, I want to have things in common to laugh about. I want to be his friend, a friend that respects each other and be able to compliment each other's need in sex. I want a friend with benefits with this man, I guess that would the correct term for it.
When my eyes meet yours
I knew right then and there that I wanted to lust you
May even sound cliché or a statement from a novel
This is a true story and it happens with a couple of men and if lucky
then several men through out life
I know my body aches for you, to touch you
Only to be a hand on my mid back, only to glide up to the nape of my neck
Ok, ok I did just say a touch but S**T
I want to feel your skin next to mines
Your lips that remind me of where I want to be
Go for it mamas girl, as my friends say
Girl, you are depriving yourself
Easier said then done
I'm not as bold as I can be
Maybe depriving myself of my sex drive
Then again I remind myself that he is taken
But I lust and ache for him
I get silly, even warm and freaking fuzzy inside
Makes me think of this poem
Missed Lust
I recognize you, where have you been?
I ask while I strap my legs around your waist
You grab the back of my head
While I bite your lip
My back against the wall
My nipples stand to your attention
Your hands begin to rub my moistness
I gasp as you kiss my breasts
My body moving to mask your rhythm
Our bodies have taken over
Pleasant Joys we are reaching
You begin tracing my nipples
While I suck your neck
We then eye to eye
Until you seen the whites of mines
As we both dropped to the floor
Poem written by: Mamasgirlalexis (me)
Ok, back to my poetry/story
Not elementary at all
This S**T here is real and I suppress this lust
Ok, maybe I go in for a one night stand
NO, no that is not me
I am no one night stand type of lady
I am not an easy catch, just a woman that has needs and don't meet many men that
make me feel this way.
I am a lady that CARRIES herself of such
Ok, ok I will make it happen
Go to him, pull him to the side but do I say I just want to F**K him
No, no that isn't me
OK, ok I want to sex you
No, no sounds corny
Ok, ok ask to lust him
No, no that is whack
Ok, ok just be me, a lady that is sexy, silly and playful
Ask for the number?
No, no again because he has a lady
That reminded me to just suppress, suppress and suppress my sexual desire for him
3 comments:
Girl, sometimes you just have to go for it! There is nothing wrong with a romp every now and then. It doesn't make you anything less than a real woman for admitting you want it and knowing how to get it in the right way.
Love the poem, by the way! Freaking hot!!
LOL! Girl I love your comments! Thank you so much Amber and you are right. I need to go after what I want. Thank you girly! LOL!
you don't want a relationship, but a friend w/ benefits? hmmm if only it were that simple. unless you're different from most women, you can try to fool yourself into the friends w/ benefits thing, but if y'all hit it off, as friends and in the bedroom, you will find yourself catching feelings...even if it's just getting really pissed off at him, that's the way it starts...by all means go for it, but beware of your softer side. thanks for checkin on me!
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