Until that day

What is this all about
I have no clue to why I do the things I do
I may get attached only because of the lost affection that never surfaced
Then I ask, Lost affection?
Not even
Because how can it be lost if I never found it or had it
You see I get attached to the linings that is underneath you because I look deep
to find the inner person that shows me just a little attention
Attention, I ask?
The attention only to get shut down because you do not want me around to long
I am attracted to you because you will call me when you want me
Want me only for the moment that may last an hour
Or I may get lucky and get two hours
I dont complain because it is the affection you protray to my lost being
I am lost, only to be recovered one day
When that day come I will know
As for now, I will stick around to what I know until that day I find my being

Written By: Mamas Girl Alexis

Note: I was inspired to write this Poem
You know who you are : )
Thank you
I hope you like!