Meaningless

Am I all to you is meaningless sex to meaningless thoughts
I do want more because of the feeling I receive, so I let you in
I crave for the affection that many can give but only at a temporary note
I have rocked the boat and no longer staying a float
The affection that many of us want but not receive because so many cannot provide
Of not knowing why, I cry on the inside
I want more and I know I deserve, instead I choose you, sex
To relieve the loniness and void I cannot process
I want the kiss and cuddling thoughts, to the morning kiss only for it to end
I may want those things but I am selling myself short
I will not choose you,sex for awhile until I get my thoughts
I want more, which you cannot give
So, I live without you for awhile
No more temporary affection
No more meaningless thoughts, a void that is filled with false hopes
Only to leave me wondering
I am no longer your meaningless sex or meaningless thoughts

P.S take care Sex for awhile

Written By: Mamasgirlalexis :)